its my honour to know you.

MOVED to v-heartznine.blogspot.com (:  

" I didnt knew how to forget, thats why this is not true love . so i shan't hold on to this too long (: "

what if i have not much time left ...

Im bored , seriously fucking bored . I cant sleep even though im tired. Its just the beginning of the holiday , how am i going to endure this boredness for 2 fucking months ?! -.- LOL . well , hope theres more work for me . Considering one job , at tiongbahru . should i or should i not ? haaaaiz its hard to make a decision. Currently chatting with Benjamine.  Hmmmphhh , should i meet him tmrw to pei him ball ? sianz lahhh . mummy going msia , sister going schl . so im left alone in the house like again -.-  walauu i v fickle minded lehh . cant decide my things . awww someone jio me out lehh . i cant imagine staying at home the whole day tmrw ):  zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz   ohyahh , im so going to skip volleyball trainings during this holidays! Since i didnt get the form plus why should i go ? LOLOL !!

I've made up my mind. I've decided everything i wanna do.

I GUESS IM NOT BLOGGING HERE ANYMORE . SO BYE . 

Should i let go? like seriously . i have no answer to this .. After realising and knowing so much thing that you didnt want me to know,  im really giving up . I didnt knew this was so difficult . oh fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck . fucktard . bastard . nabei . chaochibai . kaninabu . your false hopes made me ... arghhh . what if i have not much time left.? will you come back and fulfil my last wish? tskkkkkk ~ sighs*


why do other people can still be friends when they broke up while we cant. yet we have to be strangers.  we wont be contacting though you said we will . It takes alot of courage to say goodbye, but im really going to bid goodbye to you here. Goodbyes (:  Goodluck in all you do. make me proud one day as you promised. thats all i hope for (:  i really want this day to come soon .  because thats the day when im going to really let you go (:   I hope you're reading this now .. because i want you to know im waiting for you to make me proud of you . 

finally , goodbye to you ...

It's amazing how two strangers can become lovers & how two lovers can become strangers.

I will never forget how we became friends , lovers and then back to strangers .

out with ryeongkuu .

Jp>Je Library>IMM>Jp>FrontierLibrary>homesweethome at 7plus.

" When everything goes wrong, when you think you are the most unhappy person in the world. Smile. Teaches all that beautiful smile you have and show them that whatever happens, struggling to remain happy. Because a smile is the best weapon against sadness, because smiling is easier to endure the pain. Because your smile will show you the way to happiness. "

Dear, must stay strong ok ! We shall jiayou together ! It just takes time , gambateh ! ^^

11days... )':

Pictures yesterday .. 

bbye.

Talk to me , please .

1e5'09 & 2e6'10 <3

Its the last day of school today , awww sad . So we cleaned up the classroom , stacking up all the chairs & tables .. Then discussed about the class outing . and sadly , i dont think im going . Because im working with enbei )):  Its okay , going with besties one fine day if we could make it. After schl went seveneleven bought two small kewt tubs of icecream and shared ^^ chitchat for awhile then falysha went home . while me enbei nad dontk where to slack , so decided we went back to schl .

Back to schl , we found books people put there . so we look through and find our next year's subjects book . found some , so brought home . Then canteen to slack , chitchat and blast music (:  talk alot with friends. gosh , cant believe its the last day of our 2nd year . we're parting , we may or may not go to the same class next year . but i really hope our friendship will last (:   then saw uncle kar , helped him wash the canteen :P  me & enbei enjoy putting the 'soap' hehe !!  slacked til 6plus, walked home . okay , i dropped my books afew times because its fucking fucking fucking heavy LOL . Reached home ard almost 7 . 

I swear im going to fucking miss 1e5'09 & 2e6'10  T.T  We're parting , and going to different classes next year . I enjoyed the days together learning & studying in the class . Though our class can really be extremely noisy at times , and teachers always complain . but i still luv our class alot ((:  its an honour to be with you all as my classmates for 2years . I will never forget our class <3



Class outing to eastcoastpark on 11nov, but i dont think im able to make it . aww sad !! but will try my best to go probably ..  Im working with enbei on the 8th 10th 11th 13th nov . 4days and i could earn $100 ++ !! LOL $.$  hope the aunty let us work for more then shiok lo ! heh . Gambateh ! Must work hard ^^

It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.

This morning had terrible cramp T.T  intended to go schl late , but for the sake of something i went as usual . Ish for colour awards during the first period , then saw mr leslie tan he ask me enbei falysha nadhirah to help him hold the playcards for sec4s. okay , so we hold . then they can leave , while i had to stay back help him -.- i say i dont want he say he want to test my braveness . walauuuuu ! then mrs yue keep talk to me :x  haha . finish , went back to class . talktalk , recess .. Dear tried to spam me, but cant :P  Next was D&T , workshop mr johnny go through paper then show videos blabla . then i fell asleep so soundly dreaming somemore. suddenly he woke me up say go canteen for activity .

Canteen , had an activity . the stack up cups de .. So we played , its freaking fun . keep play with friends (:  then coach come challenge us ~  And he taught us doubles ! He use right hand , i use left hand only (:  Then me & falysha tried together , kinda slower but we enjoyed . ^^  Then went to challenge against dont know who for the 4person relay 3-6-3 .  our class was enghong falysha me stanley . we won first , then challenged against 2/8 then we lost .. -.- The activity ended at 1.10 , staff room to help carry the report books ! Yeay , finally got back our report books . And i got the subjects i wanted , but im feeling unhappy . i dont know why. ):   after schl went seven eleven makan with enbei , then walk home w her and nad .



Oh you did a great job for ignoring me .. strangers we'll be . (:




Ryeongkuu , thanks for the comfort ! hehe . you too okay ^^  GAMBATEHH ! FIGHTING ! ^^